those moments.....

I have recently begun to watch movies alot...I've always watched them but.. I have just watched alot more than usual and I always get really into the movie I'm watching. like i feel like it's me and i dwell on it for days and days. It's not healthy. For example, right now I'm watching Never Been Kissed. It doesnt matter how many times i watch the ending I ALWAYS freak out when the guy doesn't show up right when the clock goes off. Like, I know he's coming but in that split second that he's not there i start like hyperventilating when he doesn't come. It's not just that movie either. It's like every movie. With Moulin Rouge I'm convinced that Satine won't die if I watch the movie enough times....haha. but anyways this was pretty pointless i just felt like sharing this thought that i had..